My Sycamore Tree By Paul West
Desert diary from Thursday, October 13, 2005

I could not get to Jesus, I was all alone.
I could not find my way to Jesus, I was so all alone.
I fought my way to Jesus, but I could not get to him all alone.

I struggled in my soul to see Jesus, but the light was very dim.
I looked and looked but could not see Jesus; my eyes were veiled with pride.

I listened for the voice of Jesus, but I could not hear him all alone.
Desperation filled my secret place, to experience my friend Jesus.
I could not find him in my secret place, I was there all alone.

Where was my friend Jesus, why could not I see him or hear him all alone?

I saw Jesus in my friends and I heard his voice too. They took me to Jesus, when I could not get to him all alone.

Through my friends, Jesus called me out of my sycamore tree, and would not leave me all alone.

I heard his voice call my name, and I knew I was not all alone.

Jesus just wanted to eat with me, and have me in his home.

Written by Paul West