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A Season of Meetings
Posted September 27, 2006
Last week’s cold weather
brought in a season of meetings. The cool air is meeting the warmer
regions. A favored season called fall, where trees and green turn
colors: yellow orange and red. Along side of this, an explosion of
personalities and temperaments that compliment each other sing.
However, here in the desert,
realities aren’t colored in merciful green or refreshing drinks on the
surface. Fall is a sudden wind slapping my face and sand in my mouth. No
surface water for relief or no colors to agree. In the cold bite of the
winter, I long for summer, and in the exhaust and burn of the summer, I
imagine the ice. But they both meet in the fall and exchange wisdoms
unknown to man.
To most, fall is a pretty
season, but to the desert, it’s a reality of a rarity. It’s a rushing
wind of cold and heat, work and rest, life and death, fantasy and
reality; but ultimately, heaven and earth. And here in this reality, I
find winter no better than summer and then meeting no better than being
apart.
But my intentions for them all
are superior in command. With good intentions to bless, I command cold
and heat to give me their pearls. Work and rest to fulfill my needs,
from life and death I demand their time, fantasy and reality I keep as
my own. And heaven and earth I distribute as if mine. I live happily in
the desert because I need no pretty cover to see beauty in the book of
nature. God gave me this book to master as my own pet, or to have and
hold as my bride. I tell her, "Take off your make-up because I know who
you are. You belong to me. "
-Jacob
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